Today is day one. I should have a plan. I'm still thinking what the plan is. Yesterday, I said that my goal is to find the best slice of cheesecake as a simple, probably attainable, personal goal. It serves as a dream that is, hopefully, reachable. I need to make this exercise in trying to put myself into being able to dream. A life without a dream seems to have no direction. It is a life without inspiration and motivation. So the goal for now is to learn how to dream again and reach-out for something. A dream is the start of an achievement. Any kind of achievement puts sense in one's life.
I lost my dreams along the way... I have to find them. There are two ways to find them. One, I would let myself drown into the ocean of lost dreams and let myself die in it if I should. In this manner, I have given my best and suffered to deserve finding what I am looking for and then be able to live again; raise myself again after a turmoil. The only way to go is up when there is no more way to go down. Two, I would put back, little by little, the positive attitude that seems to have vanished with my dreams. A little positivity each day would soothe my tired mind and soul. This can be the start of being able to set good things in mind, dream and be able to set something to reach out for, in each of the segments of a lifetime. I think there is a third way. It is working hard to find my dreams and setting myself on a positive note each day: a combination of one and two.
This is my start and everyday I will work on finding my dreams and putting my shattered self, back in one piece. One step at a time. Each time I step, I know that I will be able to get up from my downfall. If nobody believes in me, it's about time that I rely on my only self and my only God. Today, I see that these are the two most important universe in one's individuality: one's self and one's living God.
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